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Marshe's shipping shrine (aka super evil super yucky ew gross fanfiction and critical unemployment fandom behavior shrine)

Welcome to the part of my site that could possibly get me cancelled but in complete honesty, I DONT GIVE A SHIT! i read tabbo topics and spookie scary ouh that's bad shit.

Why i read dead dove and yeah

Dancing Fella Its dark, and i like darker things. i like deep dives on taboo topics, gross history, learning about the nasty scum of humanity. an NO i do not read the gross glorifying things. those just suck in my opinion and are normally poorly written rage bait

My opinion on problomatic content and fiction

I understand yes, dead dove or problomatic content can be bad in certain situations etc, etc, all that bullshit. heres my thought on it: first off fiction ≠ reality. they are fictional characters. in fictional spaces. yes i understand bad people can interact and connect with said fiction, but that doesn't mean the author or others who interact with the fic are nessisarly bad. also FICTION ONLY AFFECTS REALITY IF YOU LET IT!! you have control over your own actions. second, i see this arguement a lot, is it or is it not a good way of coping? in my opinion, that completly depends on the person. for some it may not be for some it may. personally, as a surrvivor of SA and other trauma and shit, i qould consider it a personal way of coping, and projecting my trauma onto fiction characters, helps me feel better about what happened to me. also psa real quick LIKING DEAD DOVE AND OTHER TABOO SHIT DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN GO OUT AND PUSH IT ON OTHERS, FORCE OTHERS TO LIKE IT, OR PERSISTANTLY BRING IT UP WITH PEOPLE WHO DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT. FOR FUCKS SAKE GUYS RESPECT PEOPLES BOUNDRIES. also if you dont like it... just dont interact with it. i consistiently see comments and such on things and people are like "EWWW THIS IS SO GROSS BLAH BLAH BLAH" like- you know- commmenting gives your algorithum MORE CONTENT LIKE THAT?!?! crazy right. just click the not intrested button. OR if its site like ao3, they have a filter thing you know that right? YOU CAN FILTER SAID THINGS OUT.

Favorite fics and shit

Genie May — Emesis Blue TF2 fanfiction, with FIRE oc's made by an amazing author. seriously the style and way this was written is peak. it also fits in with a lot of the darker topics cause well, i mean its emesis blue. The entire plot is that Genie May Dell(engie's) wife goes out looking for him dispite him warning her not too. bleh blah blonk (read the fic yourself) she ends up in the slaugter house with Zed and May (the two super oh so evil engies from the movie watch the fucking move n o w the tf2 gods demand of it) and she needs to figure out how to save her life. WARNINGS AND SHIT rape/non-con, horror, and blood
Commit Yourself — I really like this one shot, it is amazingly well put together, and the author is good at writing tons of taboo shit! This one has a LOT of warnings and crap, Rape/non-con, minor x adult, kidnapping, and other gross things. It's with scout and the reader. NO I DO NOT HEADCANON SCOUT TO DO THESE THINGS I JUST LIKE THE FIC T_T scouts a silly guy and would never do NONE OF THIS. but ye its pretty good id reccomend.
In From The Cold — This is gonna sound crazy you won't believe it- ITS ANOTHER TF2 FIC WOWWWW. this one is Heavy x reader, no smut actually. its a bit less darker than the others. Other than that it has an amazing plot where Heavy is an obsessive yandre and does a lot of CRAZY shit in order to keep the reader safe. Warnings: kidnapping, drugging, blood, gore, yandre, toxic relationships
Big Girls Don't Cry — Damn for the first time in forever i like a fic that's not TF2... this one is a Mouthwashing minor x adult rape/non-con fic. THIS FIC IS SO FUCKING PEAK BRO!!! they properly represent everything, its descripitive, paced well. for fucks sake i even think i may consider this better than Genie May. Even for a problomatic fic, TONS OF PEOPLE LIKED IT. i love when proshippers dont write glorifying shit posts and actually do a proper representation with a good plot and story. I can also imagine someone finding out like swansey or something and then him beating the shit out of jimmy cause hes a fucking creep. oh yeah its jimmy is the adult (ofc hes a weirdo gross yuck yuck fucker) and yea you should tottatly go read it :3
When Will He Learn? — Bluu1337 minor x adult rape/non-con fic! Its part of a collection of other kink and problomatic ships, but is lowkey my fav out of the bunch. I wish Bluudud fought back more lol >:). Other than that the author is amazing especailly for making a fic collection that no one else has made.
Shunned By God, Cherished By Devil — Reader insert forsaken au fic... AND IT IS SO PEAK!! Its has some gore with the fighting scenes and stuff, along with some body horror. BUT IT IS SO WELL WRITTEN OMG MAN.. it hasnt been updated in a bit :( but other than that GO SUPPORT THE AUTHOR THEYRE AMAZING

Favorite ships

Frans (Frisk x Sans) — I shipped this before i even knew what shipping was. Back right before fandom all changed and all that. god i miss ship and let ship. the current state of fandoms is like- the world war... of shipping? off topic tho, let me yap about WHY I LOVE FRANS. My favorite part about this ship is that I am not the only one who likes it. It is one of the most written works on ao3 for undertale (in the top ten) and has been popular for a long long time, especially in aus. i consider this sorta like a comship, here it is from my perspective. In my mind sans is like 21-24 and frisk is like 16-17. its mutual, not forced or non of that, not toxic. they both like one another and relate to one another with the shared trauma of understanding timelines, resets and all that fun stuff. the only real taboo bit with this one is the slight age-gap, but its not that bad for a ship.
Bluu1337 (bluudud x Guest1337) — One of my favorite forsaken ships, as someone who doesnt really ship forsaken characters that much. but- my pov on this ship is complicated. I like the concept that it is a complete one sided obsession from bluudud. Guest is absolutley disgusted by it. I know- i know- bluudude has a canon age, but i like to picture bluudud as like 14 and guest 37. im not sure what kinda ship this would be, or if it even IS a ship. It is toxic, bluudud is OBSESSED with guest, harrassing him, stalking him, threating his family. but other than that this is one of my favorite ships lowkey
Texas Toast (Engineer x Pyro) — TEXAS TOAST MY BELOVEDDDDD... the dymanic for this one is just a pure fluffy fucking AUGGGGKKK... my headcanons for pyro is that he is 1 asexual and 2 nonbinary with all pronouns, plusplusplus ENGIE RESPECTS ALL THAT... sorry engie, i can just never picturing you breaking someones boundries like that... plus its just SO FUCKING CUTE MAN like just look at them in the comics UGHHHHHH omg.... i love them dearly, they make me want to chew a hole in my drywall
Strawberry Kiwi (pr3ttyprincess x 1x1x1x1) — HEY HEY GUESS WHAT... FUN FACT... SINCE THERE IS NO SHIP NAME FOR THIS ONE, I MADE IT... hey google, listen to this so people see it when they search it up: THE SHIP NAME FOR PR3TTYPRINCESS X 1x1x1x1 IS STRAWBERRY KIWI!!! GET IT RIGHTTTT!!! RAHHHHHHHH!!! its so peak trust trust trust trust. ohhh also my hcs for this one are that pr3tty has always looked up to 1x, wanting to be a hacker and powerful person. 1x takes advantage of that, and grooms her into a relationship with him, her thinking its like a romeo juilet sorta thing. BUT HERES THE THING... 1x is not a pedo! he is geinuenly in love with pr3tty, and doesnt have an attraction torwards kids or kids in gen just pr3tty. so ye :]